oh my god...my soul wants to cry, but my body can't do that.. i'm tired of everything..and at the same time of nothing.. "..what's this.." what a bosh is it!..
i feel i'm rotting..i don't know if i like this..or hate.. i feel so oppressed.. "..we fade out again.."
my soul feels too lonely.. it hurts..it hurts..it hurts. it destroys. "..today we escape, we escape.."


Note: all frases in quotes (" ") are the words of radiohead's songs , that i'm listenig to, while writing this. these frases expressed my feelings at that moment.(they are:"paranoid android", "street spirit (fade out)", "exit music")..